April 2, 2010

blue blue BLUE




Feel so odd today



Feel so rushed


nothing is right


everyone is pushing me off from the edge


even when they are being friendly and pulling my legs


i get agitated... frustated... feel like growling at someone


now who'd be the easy target


can't they just leave me alone


i don't know what's wrong with me


nothing is going well

tomorrow seems just so blackkkkkkk



i miss home........



2 comments:

Unknown said...

Oh D, It's just a hiccup in life. A few obstacles along the way help to test the bond and resolution, arent they? It's great to see a familiar face when the double door opened... then i smiled.. "oh...my... CLEANER", how precious huh? I know the wee accident on the door with the bed was meant to jot me memory tat an angel has arrived, not a cleaner, as was the sudden drop in bed height :-p Thanks for coming to the aid of a weakened soul, I know this is a genuine angel loud and clear now.... take it easy D, i am in good hands. SMile ok ? Miss ya

JungHee said...

Oh B... yes yes even with surgery and all that u were able to joke and called me a cleaner.... !! haha. inside i was crying and laughing at the same time... can't be any more proud of you you are doing so well. sendinig lots of love to you, love u more than anything in the world. and i love u more than yday.. and will love u more tmr!