Lucky me

Spent the whole evening trying to come up with the perfect wording for the invitation card.. Who knew it'd be this difficult and confusing!!?!? Words such as celebration, together, life, invite, share and journey are occupying my brain completely. Nothing else can get in at the moment... Ahhh brain is jammed!!! %#^@$

But what a happy moment it is! Although we are having long distance relationship, I don't feel that I'm missing out on anything. I know he's always there for me, thanks to sms and Skype. I don't think anyone else can care for anybody else as much as Q does for me.  In the past I used to envy those who appear to be the sweet couples. I used to wonder what have they done to deserve such a reward, but... now I feel that I have to do more good deeds because I know I've used up all my luck on finding the Mr Perfect! :D

Seriously, what else can I ask for?

People say it's the timing that determines your other half not the true love. Well if this is the truth, then I'm the luckiest because the true love came at the perfect timing!

Singalong~

Such a feelin's comin' over me

There is wonder in most everything I see

Not a cloud in the sky

Got the sun in my eyes

And I won't be surprised if it's a dream

Everything I want the world to be

Is now coming true especially for me

And the reason is clear

It's because you are here

You're the nearest thing to heaven that I've seen

I'm on the top of the world lookin' down on creation 

And the only expatiation I can find

Is the love that I've found every since you've been around

Your love's put me at the top of the world

Tonight, I sincerely feel like this

Nothing else could describe how I feel exactly right now.

I feel so loved!! and so cared for!! :D 

Got to be careful not to be a spoiled girl :p

...your love's put me at the top of the world ♪

four little boys

Once upon the 80's,

there were four awesome boys

who were always together,

playing on the grass,

getting soaked in the rain,

running and jumping in the muds

...and before you know it, 

just like everything else,

time has taken its path

and they moved on to an adulthood

with a blink of an eye,

they have become tall handsome gentlemen... 

(with a bit of cute childishness in their hearts ;p)

I wish all the best for all of you,

that all of you to find a beautiful woman of your life,

and have adorable children

and even though you are not altogether in the same village any more,

have the bond that will stay tight,

so whenever you call for each other,

they will be there for you ♥

*happily ever after*

BBB ii

*Continued from yesterday's entry*

Finally she landed on the ground.. Phew. She took some rest on the green grass. She was shivering a bit.. so I ran back upstairs and got some warm clothes for her.

Ta daa---- Yay to the pink hat and green ugg boots! She's all warmed up and ready to play some more.

Weeeeee weeeeeee she says. I had to hold her back just in case she falls.
Let me go let me go, she says. So I let her be. Then...

She got scared and started slipping...... Uh oh. But she aims high. Just like mummy (ME!). Her mission??

Climbing all the way up on the ladder!
So she goes....

Yay~~ She finally got to the top! *with help from Uncle Sang*

She even got to "fly" for a wee while!

Fun time ya! These were taken just before the scaffolds have been dismantled. Poor BBB she was so excited to find a way to go downstairs through the window... Maybe I should take her out more often and take some nice shots for her. She is truly one of my the favourite models for the portraits!

BBB

I woke up and was doing the morning stretches in the backyard. There I heard the noise *kong kong kong* from upstairs window... And I saw BBB, trying to sneak out through the window.

I told her that it's too cold to be out but she wanted to come out... it was too late, the scaffolds have already triggered her curiosity.

There she got scared....!!! she froze!!

mummy!!!! help me!!!!

She didn't want to move anymore cuz her legs were shaky. I had to hold her and bring her down to the ground level. More photos to follow!!

BBB

Flower BBB

"Heeeee" pretty BBB

BBB close up

Staring at me!

Trying to stand up and stay still!!

BBB has got the ribbon on her head

Yay she finally looks like a girl (sorry BBB)

She suits baby pink so much doesn't she??

But the ribbon keeps on falling so I need to find a small hairclip for her soon. 

I cannot believe she knows how to make herself pretty herself even prettier..

She was like..

Mummy, tada~~~ tada~~!!

Look at meeee!!!

Woot woot!!!!

Hehehe. How adorable..

The most gorgeous baby!!

Will find you more ribbons dear~~~

One year two months one week and five days

Daisy Path is telling me I have been with Q for one year two months one week and five days. Long....time I guess. One year was enough for me to move and adapt to be a new resident in a new country, find a job and get on with my life, make enough friends to enjoy days off, fine a comfortable niche and earn enough to have the life that I want. But regardless these, I feel that it is extremely short period of time to get to know somebody fully inside out. Your past is what makes you you. I cannot possibly tell all the dramas that I have gone though within this time period of one year two months one week and five days. 

... that's what I thought before.

But now, I know that one year two months one week and five days are more than enough to get to know somebody. You don't have to know everything that happened in the past to get to know your partner. All you need is.. the open mind and caring heart towards him, then things will just fit into where it's supposed to be. 

Just like the water flows from the stream to the ocean.

We are living in a world full of strangers. If they are not your "friends" I have learnt never to trust them. In this world, in this lifetime, I am blessed to find somebody who loves me with all his heart. He doesn't need to speak of love to tell me that he loves me. I just know. I've found him and we are still going so strong, on our one year two months one week and the fifth day.

I am so lucky to be living in the same timeframe as him. Happy me.

secret garden.

1000송이 빨간장미♥

사랑을 한다는건
어쩌면 정원을 가꾸는일과 같을지도 모른다

당신들의 정원에도 예쁜 꽃이 피길...
시원한 바람이 불길...
찬란한 햇빛이 비치길...
그리고 가끔은 마법같은 비가 내리길...

그렇게 사랑하고, 사랑받고 살자

Special day

Another day to remember ♥

Thanks to you, every day has been special since I've met you ♥

Yesterday is just a little bit more special though ♥

And both of us know why ♥

Thank you for your courage & bravery *clap clap*

We are getting closer to... another chapter of our life together ♥♥

xoxo

lady missing her man

 

i am missing somebody~~~
yoohoo~~~
at times like this u realise that u can miss someone when u are seeing the person right now, talking to him.

ah i just love this time of the day... ♥♥♥♥♥♥

bbb and i

hey bbb

lonely huh? 

is your sister still asleep? mummy haven't seen her for a while now

awww you looking at me in front of computer all by yourself..!

did daddy show you what to do when you miss mummy before he left? 

heee my bbb is a smart cookie :)

im so proud of you bbb, you are as good as your grandma now, you both can work skype!

hold on there ya, mummy will keep you company for the next two days :)

then... for the next week you need to look after your sister and stay strong

you can rest on top of the clothes rack if you want to, time to time :p

miss you...

power up babe!

my darling

working so hard

must be tired

wish i was there to give you all the energy you need...

i'll make you a hot tea...

and fresh fruit salads... maybe with a small bit of... (choco-lut)

and i will massage your shoulders

and put that smelly medication on your ankle

i will warm up the place for you instead of BBB!! hahahah

muwah* 

Warmth in me

nothing has changed

nothing is new

everything remains.... and my life goes on

but i feel different

refreshed... and warmer inside

feels as though something swells up from my heart

time goes so fast when I sit in front of webcam.. smiling away..

after what it feels like half an hour, it's already 1am. past the bed time

mmmmm time to sleep or else there will be a korean panda taking wisdoms out tomorrow!

yessss dear.. u are my world too :D

our F4!

 Somebody's shy...

Heeeheeeeee

Welcome welcome welcome! I even dreamt of this last night..

My friends were in Sydney and Sang and I wanted to spend some time together just by ourselves.. so we decided to go shopping separate ways. While I was browsing through the stationeries, I spotted Blue Bears. We said we will meet in a short period of time, and I dashed off.. to find the perfect member. There were too many candidates and I didn't know which one to choose.. amongst of all was a big mobile which had lotsa little BBs... and they were singing~~♪ I wanted them but wasn't sure if daddy'd be happy with the choice, so I end up looking for him.. and plus there were just so many of them! I was a happy girl and it wasn't long till I realised that Sang was pissed off for making him wait for too long.....


Hmmm I read through what I've just typed repeatedly and it doesn't make any sense.. ohwell. That's what dreams do to ya....

Auckland 19/07/10 - 25/07/10

What a great time we've had together!!!

Auckland is a great city... just the way I like it. 

It's bigger than Chch...but smaller than Sydney. There are so much places to eat out (yes I love dining out but it doesn't mean I am not a good chef.....hahaha) and most importantly, you can drive to town!! I love this!!! Something I took for granted when I was living in beautiful Christchurch. And now that I'm getting used to the big city life here in the Kangaroo's land, I feel so lucky just by being able to drive to city and find a car park..! Doesn't matter whether it's hard to find a space or not... the bottom line is.. you can still find it. And that's what it counts.

Q's apartment is just perfect. I thought... it's perfect for both of us to live in... ehem hem hemmmmm *cough cough* I enjoyed my 4 days of being a bum without a job. Wake my babie up... make a breakie with hot chocolate.. warm up the clothes on top of the heater... waving good bye with constantly blown kisses... and then? hehe... the fun time begins. Just jump into bed and start watching dramas!!! Woot woot~ I love dentistry and I love seeing patients but nothing can beat the relaxing morning with a hot drink... mmmm. *Drool*

Seeing one of my best friends was great too. Thanks to Jessie my bumming daytime was very well spent by window shopping... eating... drinking tea... chit chatting... and more window shopping. So lucky she's getting along really well with Q too. Haha. He's got to take me out shopping more to get more approval...! *wink wink*

 With Jessie

Went up to One No Tree Hill and there we got the masterpiece of the day... :) Aiya so handsome who made you so perfect...!!! Btw I think my photography skill is improving (exponentionally). Or is it the TLC that is  making me a great memory-capturer? :)

^-----^// I'd give 10/10

It's always sad to leave after our short holiday... but thanks to you it was just ideal!

We are wonderfully made for each other

Here comes Auckland! Bring it on!

Counting down days till I get to see you again!!!

--

.....
Hmmmm~~
I think we connect...ya?
What do you think???

Missed you so much today.. Wish you were here. My heart raced when I saw your famous name at the shop...

Heeheehee..
Blue PK... Orange PK... chewable yummy PK....
I like the big PK! the one whose head is as big/small as that of BBB's......

What a stalker...

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14.06.10 @ Auckland
Current weather 12deg celcius, rain showers
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That's where my Q is, at his first day at work.
Wondering how he is. Wondering what he's up to.
Hope all's well for him.....

Heal heal heal left foot~~ healing bear is on her way~~~

So adorable~~ ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥

My darling is addicted to Plant vs Zombies too.
His 60min trial run will be finishing soon... then he'd scream... "I want to play moreeeeee Oooooooo"
I'd say... by tomorrow he'd have downloaded the full version....
Aiyo... So adorable~ ♥

Tonight's Skype conversation has been very interesting especially at the end. He keeps on giggling to himself while he's playing the game... :D He keeps on making funny sounds. Okie. the following is what I gathered while he was playing a round...

"Teeheehee~~"
"Ooooh" 
"Akkk help me dear..!!" 
"Oh no! What's that tall guy doing? Sxxt! Stop!!! Oh no!!  Trouble trouble... shooot!!!" 
"Hard work!" 
"Oh man. This big guy is very powerful! Oh no! I'm dying... sxxt!!" 
"Oh man... I'm dying dear....." 
"Oh no they're eating my plants!" 
"Oh no.. Monster... oh noooo *clearing throat" 
"Hope he can't jump over my defence" 
"Shoot!!!!!!" 
"Shoot shoot shoot.. shoot more! Shoot them!! *sigh*" 
"Ho ho ho ho.. heeheehee" (finished a level)
Aiyo....So adorable~ ♥♥

Ha. This will keep him happy despite of blocked nose, dry throat and sore leg......hehe.
So adorable~~~ ♥♥♥♥

I love this red gift box. Hmmm which plant will I be getting this time I wonder... :D

repenting for my immaturity...

That's right!
Today is the day!!
He's done so well. He must've been very frustrated at himself and/or the whole situation... even Buddha would have been annoyed slightly. Yet my brave Q has not complaint or showed any sign of frustration to me for the past 6 weeks. On the other hand... it was ME who was nagging, complaining, being unhappy... ahhh... how immature was that!

I know I shouldn't have acted that way. I know how devastated he was when it all happened. I can just imagine him trying to figure out how to break the news to me... I can feel his pain when he was thinking about how I'd react....... I know he tried to put his brave and cheery face for me but I also knew that he was hurting inside... a lot. More than me. Makes my eyes teary everytime I think about it................................

Just because I am a girl, just because I am younger, just because..... I am childish, I did not manage to comfort him enough. Even when I was in Chch I made him so tired by dragging him to everywhere... not giving him any time to rest. He was being responsible and he entertained me the whole time. He never lost a smile and did everything that I wanted to do. We enjoyed our precious alone time together with no doubt, but he was very very exhausted....

I wanted to piggy back him. I wanted to be his third leg. I wanted to help him in everything. I really did. But waking up in the middle of night to pass the crutches, turning the light on, opening the door... those very simple actions turned hazardous to him. I kicked his casted leg and I dropped the crutchet and KO'ed him in the head... SIGH.

My heart is so big... it's filled with things I want to do for him. I would even lift up a feather for him, if that will make him happier. In continuation, my heart is expanding even more - it's getting filled by his TLC. Such a sweet bf, what did I do in the past to deserve him!

Everyday I tell myself I must be a better person, I must do more good things. If I miss the rubbish bin I make effort to go and pick it up. If I'm lining up to buy a train ticket and someone's trying to overtake me, I let him be. If a lousy Aussie driver honks at me when I'm crossing the road with green light, I don't curse him. I smile and be polite to all my patients, I do the best that I can do to them. Not that I've never done these before, but every minute of my life when I can do good deeds, I'd do it. Come good karma, come and please stay around us. It feels like I've already used up all my luck for the life, when I met him. All those precious timings.. if one single incident went diffentl, I we would not be where we are.

Hope it all goes well today. Today is the day. The day he becomes the limpy man. I will be praying... 7.5 hours to go. I'm nervous......

Dear BBB

Hey there BBB (Big Blue Bear)

You must've been so lonely in daddy's house though mummy tucked you in nicely last time before she kissed you

Thank you for looking after daddy's place

You make mummy very proud

Now you have little Mini and Minimi to play with :)

Now you be a good girl okie!

Now you get to be with daddy again too

Try not to give daddy another cramp on his arm okie! Your poor daddy has enough cramp in the past 6 weeks hahaha

And make sure to keep daddy warm and cozy while he's asleep ^-^/

See you tomorrow night! Mummy  misses you Mummy loves you

xoxo